I Woke Up Horny

I woke up horny today, like really horny. I was craving an orgasm, any orgasm. My whole body craved it. It felt like a wave of pleasure coursing through my body. Except, the wave caused discomfort. A discomfort that longed to be released. My dick twitched. It twitched to remind me how I could release the discomfort I felt. As it twitched, my mind started racing, creating flashbacks. Flashbacks of the orgasms I’ve experienced. I woke up horny today, really horny.

I feel like a drug addict who’s addicted to heroin. Apparently, the cravings I’m experiencing are what a crack addict goes through when they have withdrawals. If that’s true, then I should never take crack. It would be over for me. The Luyanda everybody knows, would seize to exist. I would spend the rest of my days in a drug den, spending all my parent’s money on rocks of crack and silver spoons. I would wear the same clothes for weeks on end. I would smell too. My clothes would be torn and a couple teeth missing.

So, how did I overcome my urges? Oh yeah, I didn’t tell you that I didn’t orgasm. But now you know. I didn’t do it and I’m proud of myself. Although, I’m scared that I might crack later in the day, after I smoke some weed. Weed usually leads to a relapse. Especially when I think about porn while I’m high. So, what did I do? I went on a app called “nofap” and read some motivational advice. It didn’t help. I felt inspired, but my dick was still hard. I was still having flashbacks and my body still craved an orgasm.

Then, I meditated. I sat on the edge of my bed, opened a window and stared outside. I did this for 10minutes. Then, something happened. I forgot I was horny. I started focusing on meditating and being in a meditative state. A meditative state only lasts for a few seconds. So, one needs to be focused and present if they want to experience it. That means, no fantasies about how Skin diamond sucks dick. Or, how good Nicole Aniston’s pussy must feel, since every guy she fucks comments on how tight it is.

I couldn’t do any of that. As a result, my feelings subsided. And being horny is just a feeling, nothing more and nothing less. It’s not an addiction. It’s an emotion, and emotions come and go. I should remember that the next time my “feelings” feel unbearable. They will come, and they will go.

Some of you may be asking why I didn’t just masturbate and move on with my day, instead of being stuck in a battle with my urges. The reason is simple. I like being horny. I enjoy it. I get off on it. Women look more attractive when I’m horny. Even the ones I’m not normally attracted to. The world becomes a better place when I’m turned on. I’m less judgmental and more accepting. Besides, who doesn’t enjoy looking at beautiful people. And when I’m horny, everybody is beautiful.

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